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I have sinned as a man

A one-line plea for mercy from the Sayings of the Desert Fathers. The monk Apollo prayed it constantly after a terrible crime. In time he was assured of God’s forgiveness.

Picture: El Greco, The Tears of Saint Peter, 1580s

The words of the prayer

Plain English

I have sinned as a man;as God, have mercy.

I have troubled You, Lord.Forgive me, so that I may rest a little.

Traditional wording, 1907

I, O my Lord, like a man, have sinned,and do Thou, like God, forgive me.

O my Lord, I have vexed Thee,have pity upon me,and forgive me so that I may enjoy a little rest.

Plain English by Wiser Walk, from the Greek, with Budge’s 1907 translation from the Syriac beside it. How the wording is made. Traditional wording: E. A. Wallis Budge, The Paradise or Garden of the Holy Fathers, 1907.

Budge translated the Syriac, which reads “forgive me” where the Greek has “have mercy”, and adds “have pity upon me” to the second prayer.

When it is said

It is a monk’s own prayer, not part of any church service.

Say the first line the moment you know you have sinned, and keep saying it.

Where it comes from

Author by tradition

Who was Apollo?

Apollo was a rough herdsman who committed a terrible crime. His heart was struck at once by what he had done. He went to the monks of Scetis, in the Egyptian desert, and told them everything. He stayed and lived among them as a monk.

Sayings of the Desert Fathers, Apollo 2 (Migne, Patrologia Graeca 65, columns 133 to 136)

Forty years without a prayer

At Scetis, Apollo heard the monks sing that our days are seventy years, or eighty for the strong (Psalm 90:10). He told them he was 40 years old and had never prayed once. If he lived 40 more years, he said, he would never stop asking God to forgive his sins. Instead of working with his hands, he prayed this one line night and day.

Sayings of the Desert Fathers, Apollo 2 (Migne, Patrologia Graeca 65, columns 133 to 136); E. A. Wallis Budge, The Paradise or Garden of the Holy Fathers (1907), volume 1, pages 269 to 270

The second prayer

Later, a monk who lived with Apollo heard him ask God to forgive him so that he might rest a little. Then Apollo was given full assurance that God had forgiven his sins.

Sayings of the Desert Fathers, Apollo 2 (Migne, Patrologia Graeca 65, column 136)

The Scripture in it

But the tax collector stood at a distance, unwilling even to lift up his eyes to heaven. Instead, he beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner!’

Luke 18:13 Echoed The tax collector’s prayer, “God, have mercy on me, a sinner!”

Bible text: Berean Standard Bible, public domain.

In Greek

Ἥμαρτον ὡς ἄνθρωπος, ὡς Θεὸς ἱλάσθητι.

Ὤχλησά σοι, Κύριε, ἄφες μοι, ἵνα ἀναπαύσωμαι μικρόν.

From the Sayings of the Desert Fathers in Greek (the alphabetical collection), Apollo 2, in Migne’s Patrologia Graeca 65 (Paris, 1858), column 136.

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