When it is said
It is not part of any Orthodox service or prayer book. Augustine wrote it as part of the long prayer that opens his Soliloquies.
Anyone may say it, at any hour. It fits a time when you do not know which way to go, or when faith feels thin and you want more of it.
Where it comes from
Author known
Where it comes from
Augustine wrote the Soliloquies in his 33rd year, at Cassiciacum, a friend’s country house near Milan. He spent half a year there before his baptism. It is his earliest Christian work, and it opens with a long prayer. This page prints one part of that prayer whole.
C. C. Starbuck, preface to the Soliloquies (1888); Philip Schaff, prolegomena to Augustine’s Confessions (1886)
A talk with Reason
The book opens as Augustine, after days of searching, hears a voice. Whether it was his own or another’s, within him or without, he says he does not know. He calls it Reason. When the prayer ends, Reason asks what he wants to know. He answers: God and the soul.
A new word
Augustine named the book himself. Since he was talking with himself alone, he called it Soliloquies: “a new name,” he wrote, “and perhaps a grating one”. Much later, King Alfred of England put parts of it into the English of his day.
Augustine, Soliloquies, Book 2, tr. C. C. Starbuck (1888); Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, volume 7, preface (1888)
What the words mean
Faith, hope and love
Near its end, Augustine asks God to increase faith, hope and love in him: the three that Paul names together. Augustine’s Latin word for love is caritas, which Starbuck translates “charity”.
1 Corinthians 13:13, Berean Standard Bible
The Scripture in it
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.
And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of these is love.
Bible text: Berean Standard Bible, public domain.
In Latin
Iam Te solum amo, Te solum sequor, Te solum quaero, Tibi soli servire paratus sum, quia Tu solus iuste dominaris; Tui iuris esse cupio.
Iube, quaeso, atque impera quidquid vis, sed sana et aperi aures meas, quibus voces Tuas audiam.
Sana et aperi oculos meos, quibus nutus Tuos videam.
Expelle a me insaniam, ut recognoscam Te.
Dic mihi qua attendam, ut aspiciam Te, et omnia me spero quae iusseris esse facturum.
Recipe, oro, fugitivum Tuum, Domine, clementissime Pater: iamiam satis poenas dederim, satis inimicis Tuis, quos sub pedibus habes, servierim, satis fuerim fallaciarum ludibrium.
Accipe me ab istis fugientem famulum Tuum, quia et isti me quando a Te fugiebam acceperunt alienum.
Ad Te mihi redeundum esse sentio: pateat mihi pulsanti ianua Tua; quomodo ad Te perveniatur doce me.
Nihil aliud habeo quam voluntatem; nihil aliud scio nisi fluxa et caduca spernenda esse; certa et aeterna requirenda.
Hoc facio, Pater, quia hoc solum novi; sed unde ad Te perveniatur ignoro.
Tu mihi suggere, Tu ostende, Tu viaticum praebe.
Si fide Te inveniunt qui ad Te refugiunt, fidem da; si virtute, virtutem; si scientia, scientiam.
Auge in me fidem, auge spem, auge caritatem.
O admiranda et singularis bonitas Tua!
From Augustine, Soliloquies, Book 1, as printed by augustinus.it, with capitals for God.